The main ingredient keeps changing when it comes to life in my house. I am the only one that seems to make moves on the chessboard. My stepson and his wife are a beautiful couple but do not have the indomitable spirit that God has bestowed on me. I have always wished what was best for my son when he took up residence with his mother and I some 13 years ago but his glass has always been half full. I suspect that his wife as lovely as she is suffers from depression because she feels she should be with child by now. Exacerbated by the fact that my stepson’s cousins are both in the family way.
I can’t for the life of me figure out what to do at this point. It would seem that my only move is a compounding one that unseats my wife, my stepson and his wife and yours truly from the home we have made these past 8 years. In some ways it has gone by in a blink and economics makes it drudgery rather than a home that I clamor to come home to. I can’t put my life on hold any longer I must move on in physical and or spirit. I am trusting that my higher power will guide me in the right way for all concerned for my and their future.
We are responsible for our own happiness. It is not possible to make another person happy. Some of us are independent by nature and others must be taught. Helping others is one thing fulfilling every need is destructive. Teach them to"fish"
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