It’s interesting to note that some people in my life like to think they can exercise power over me. Of course it’s not the truth but I have ambivalent feelings about it as well. It is very much like the paper tiger in that they think have control over my emotions when in fact they don’t but since I am in touch with my anima I am hesitant to react or even respond.
When I am expected to be the initiator all the time it gets old. My family does it to me and my blended family does it to me as well. They either don’t know me very well or they are just ignorant. Either way they are in for a rude awakening one day and I will never say I told you so but they will have to live with the days they ignored me or tried to punish me, because it will never work. Not with me anyway.
I am alone here even though I pay all the bills they choose to isolate me except when they need me to do something for them. I am tired of being the talent that everyone just assumes I will rise to when they need me.
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