This year will be like no other. The paradigm shift has been underway for 6 months now but as the story unfolds it’s not how anyone including myself could have conceived it. I relinquish the idea that I am in control of anything but that does not mean I am not only highly influential with those that love me but I am also in a position to affect and effect their lives substantially as well.
There seems to be some sort of energy that I exude that both gets me into trouble and also make my relationships both emotionally and spiritually satisfying. Conversely it can bring the elasticity of these liaisons to the breaking point. After all if my track record was compared to a cat I might have run out of lives. It’s a cinch too that I haven’t run out of love but I try people’s patience and tolerance which may leave me alone with only my tears to tide me over.
You are right about trying ones patience. You are by far one of if not the most exasperating people I have ever met. You must have driven your family to the brink of lunacy. The "affects and effects " you have on those that have fallen for you intrinsic charm have caused many wounded ,festering souls, intentional or otherwise. Logic would tell them to move on but they are surely help hostage to that undeniable charm.
ReplyDeleteYou have been a bright shining light of a friend in my life in 2011 Jack ! Looking forward to 2012. Happy New Year friend :D Love, Marj
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