As I continue to lose weight I am beginning to like looking in the mirror again at myself. For so many years I would avoid the mirror whether I was at home or at the gym I made it a point to steer clear of seeing my naked upper torso. If I did have to look in the mirror it always had to be with a shirt on.
I don’t feel like I am being narcissistic rather I just feel more comfortable in my own skin except now it’s just less of it. Losing weight has also given me a boost for my self-esteem and not hurting my confidence level in my work either. I’ve had less time to write which of course is my deep passion but the writing will always be there God willing.
Navigating my life now takes almost riveted attention to detail and I find myself not losing or misplacing as many items as I had in the past and maybe just maybe I am getting to keep my head where my feet are.
Still looking from the outside. It is the inner being that is the real essence of life. Perhaps God will show you the error of your ways and lead you toward the path to his kingdom. "To who much is given much is expected" Your gifts are many.
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