I awake and the first thing on my mind is not dashing off to spin class. What’s up with that? I know that I follow my intuition and that was not my first priority this first Monday in April. Maybe the last 6 months it was but not now.
Monday always seems to bring that urgency that I must do something to foster my business plan which seems to be always up in the air and not like anyone I know but it’s probably just the same only the planning is different. I have been struggling with this since 1995 and 2011 is no different except for the fact that I have read the last chapter and I know it will be all right in the end somehow. God doesn’t take me this far to drop me on my head.
I do know that I have to get back to private journaling because like my other blogs there always seems to be someone looking. I love it that way but if I am to be truly introspective I need to keep some words away from eyes other than my own.
Thank God you have chosen not to stress your body this AM. Perhaps you can duplicate that with you head. "Let go and let God"
ReplyDeleteJB,
ReplyDeleteWhat is it that you need to let go of?? What lies less than skin deep that you find so shameful? Allow the people that truly love you in. Then your heart, mind and soul can be free to live life to the fullest. You've been through the programs, but you weren't honest. You haven't gotten through what you need to.