This is a week that may have changed my life. I found out that I am truly in charge of my own happiness and that I do not have to keep myself hostage in the minimum-security detention center that is my own home. It took a trip to Florida, which was part business and mostly fun. I saw my beloved Yankees in a spring training game and capped my week with a trip to an Equestrian event that I would never have chosen to go to had it not been that I just wanted to be open to moving outside my comfort zone. I am so glad that I did too because whenever I have projected about doing something I have never done before it has always been wrong. So far whenever I have taken these leaps of faith it has been completely gratifying.
What does that have to do with my life at home? It tells me that I need to give myself permission to just go and do. I know that I need to expand my client base, which will give me the freedom I so desperately crave. I thrive on attention it is true but I can back up this need with the gift I bring my clients and my friends with the brain God blessed me with.
Yes this week might go a long way in making it very clear that I am in the pursuit of happiness and if I don’t walk towards it, it will walk away from me.
Permission to go and do what? So you thrive on attention, obvious, the question is why/ Is it an underlying sense of insecurity? Is it the need to be love and nurtured. Know that you are loved more than you know. You are free the only binds are those you have created. If you can create them you can loosen then or perhaps remove them. It is your decision.
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