It’s time for a bolder look and I don’t just mean the words I write. It has to be the forbearance from not taking the time I have left as just being too late. There is a renaissance going on in my life right now that comes without the fanfare of the past. It just seems that the learning of falling down holes and getting out of them time and again has passed. My intuition will take over now I don’t have to live in fear because all the governing brakes and steering fluids keep me on track. This leaves me to the devices God gave me in the first place without an out of control ego to screw it up.
Take me one flight up this time without the bumps and I will step out onto the floor of achievement that has eluded me because I thought about it too much. This rise carries no imbalance and as I walk now there is no weaving, just a natural walk direct and with a pace that is neither quickened nor shuffled. I want to be in the game this time and the clock is the only thing I can’t seem to slow down but that’s what the hope of the hereafter is all about.
Who will be with me on this new journey? I know that it won’t be anyone that I have to enable and no one that I have to give to more than I get. Those days are gone because I am worth so much more than that. Those that are left behind I will mourn for but when I meet them in heaven I will try to make it up to them. For now however I need raving fans not me as the default setting to do the shopping and pay all the bills.
It's never to late until you have drawn your last breath. Mistakes are a natural concomitant of human nature . Repeating them is where the error exists. No one can love and appreciate you until you learn to love yourself for the person you are
ReplyDeleteMove into a more comfortable place the race can be over if you choose it to be. Be happy "Joy is the reflection of God's love wjth in us"