There are so many things that are well just different now. It would take a long essay to explain what has changed in my life. I think one thing that has made a huge difference psychically is attending church again. In that vein I signed up as a lector to read passages from the big book. Those two things have given me a satisfaction that is virtually incalculable. It is an inner serenity that feeds off my continued sobriety.
There are many transgressions in my life that I have asked forgiveness for and although there is no way to undo the hurt to those I have wronged I can only pray for their forgiveness one day. For my part I have to forgive myself otherwise I will be in torment the rest of my days. That will serve no purpose for the life God gave me and I must make the best of my allotted time.
I see things differently now and for that I am so grateful.
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