Be Careful What You Wish For

You just might get it as the old cliché goes. If you focus on what you want with such intensity and forget why you want it when you get it, it might not be worth keeping. 

Catch My Fall

We all need someone to catch our fall. Inevitably even those of us with the most fortitude need a steadying hand to put us back in balance.  I sure as hell do and my ego screaming I can do it myself is but a whisper because when I am truly vulnerable I want the ones that truly love me to be there to catch my fall.  

Little By Slowly

Now I know why I don’t trust my conscious thought. It’s riddled with self-doubt, fear, foreboding and low self-esteem. My unconscious on the other hand is confident, highly creative, intuitive and serene on my worst day. The thinking Jack is dangerous only to one person: me.  I was never good enough, smart enough or worthy growing up. I allowed my father’s limited parenting skills to govern how I felt about myself. I am in no way blaming him because he did the best he could with the resources he had. I chose to feel the way I did about myself and that is one of my worst shortcomings to this day I allow the behavior of others whether they be strangers, friends or loved ones to govern my mood. A work in progress and I am changing little by slowly.